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What Kind Of Monster Was He?
A @forgettable-au fan (colored) animatic
MINOR BLOOD WARNING!
*Was he the kind to do too much, or not enough?
…OK, SO WHAT HAD HAPPENED WAS-
I had planned to finish this into a full fledged animation, but a lot of the parts I did end up finishing just didnt live up to what I imagined…I waited for more motivation to happen, but it just didnt so HERES THE COLORED ANIMATIC CAUSE IM REALLLY HAPPY WITH WHAT I HAVE and ive sat on posting this for like a 2 weeks 😭 which is an eternity in my time
Im gonna post the unfinished “finished” part on my side account @o-sunny-day though! and probably have people yell at me cause it actually isnt that bad AND IT TOTALLY ISNT I just… art. You get it. ENOUGH YAPPING! ITS TIME TO YAP!
except not yet, MORE BACKGROUND INFO HUCDHUC- but its background info on explaining the lore…
The explaining is much less expansive than in Dear My Dear just because I didnt work on it long enough to think every bit of it through. This is just a clean, nicer looking, and colored version of the very first storyboard.
I usually think about and put more effort into the little stuff while making the FINISHED bits since ive had so much more time to think about that in all the preppin n sketching.
BUT I liked the explaining format I did for Dear My Dear so im sticking with it!
The main idea for this was to do a study of Wingdings’ character from what we’ve been given, mainly focusing in on the expectations he puts on himself because holy shit the lyrics for this works so stupidly well it makes me mad LOOK AT THIS???
its ridiculous. i love it. I didnt know Jack Stauber helped write Forgettable AU???? woww!!! ANYWHO thats the gist of it, not much context is needed past that. Onto the sillies!!!! (per usual excuse the shitty quality of the pngs idk why Tumblr does that-)
Did you know love? Will you rest in peace?
Wingdings and Sans holding hands as kids, before turning to a casket like appearance for adult WD. The flowers hes holding are pretty important too, Marigolds to represent grief, Lilys, new life, and Forget Me Nots for this lovely little line I found when looking up good flowers to use-
“a promise to always remember” ….stop that.
That actually also has a double meaning in this case too. 1, ofc the forgetting of Wingdings. But ALSO Wingdings forgetting something himself. Forgetting who he is. Almost like a Zuko ATLA situation.
Did you have a family?
Who knows where theyre parents are, but this is HAPPY TIME and we’re gonna assume they were so awesome and very kind but had to leave or went to a farm in the sky for whatever reason.
The colors here I had a lot of fun with. Their parents had warm colors but the boys have cold, still with warm accents. Its said they more or less raised each other being very independent as shown in the second part with them running out the door by themselves.
How was the view from the shelf? Did you ever believe in yourself?
Before, we started with the beginnings. The good things, the only thing Wingdings cares to even recall. Now we’re seeing his life really start to turn upside down- making first contact with The Player :D
He’s hesitant to reach out, but is intrigued, before getting a rushing revelation of his reality and how it isnt “real”
Rather than feeling crushing existential dread, he more feels pressured to be BETTER, to figure a solution, to do something. Thats what white represents here
WHAT KIND OF MILK WERE YOU?
We then switch to more examples of how Wingdings is taking this pressure (not well) The soft tones of yellow that were shown before, turn to way brighter, intensifying that feeling that he should be fine, he should be happy, drowning in success of being the Royal Scientist.
But he just desperately wants to just go back to a time of nice coldness.
The warm vs cold tones in this I had so much fun with, coldness is supposed to represent hostility usually, while warm is nice and happy. (same with Black and white. Scary, relieving,) But these points often contradict each other, its hard to tell what you’re feeling vs what you’re supposed to be feeling. Just like Wingdings!
WHAT KIND OF LIFE DID YOU LIVE THROUGH?
The white lab coats, the expectations, theyre on all of them. But Wingdings has essentially become his expectations.
He questions what life he wants to live, one being himself and alone (speaking in wingdings) or not himself and with company (speaking in a “normal” font) Still, he frames it in past tense as he believes theres no going back now, based on what he knows.
“One of the last happy moments they had together” stop that. (i cant find a link to when that was said but I know it was once, about them taking a photo together….)
DID YOUR LIFE RUN RICH WITH CALCIUM?
Calcium….bonesss :3 Hehehehdhehfhehehheheheh still dont know why he has holes in his hands so we’re movin on
DID THEY LAUGH AT YOU OR DID YOU LAUGH AT THEM?
Compared to the childhood Wingdings remembered, heres the sadder, bleaker, more realistic version. He always thought they were laughing at him but… maybe they werent.
DAIRY BELOVED. YOUR DAYS ARE GONE,
It doesnt matter now though. Because in the NOW, Wingdings has become consumed by his expectations of himself, seeing this has the “only option” to do the only thing that he feels will give his life meaning and purpose, establishing connection with THE PLAYER
But the grocery list goes on…
And yet life continues on without him, and his room is transformed into a more livable space now that someone is…living in it. Always hurts so much making the differences between Wingdings and Papyrus’ room. It feels like making something out of the man Wingdings COULD HAVE been. Because honestly thats just what Papyrus is,
Thank you to my bestie @fruitytrip for helping me with all of my art in general but especially the storyboarding on this :3 <3
#Milk by Jack Stauber#undertale animatic#Wingdings why#Hes a sad sad little man#ohhh who you could have been#if you didnt have a self destructive arc#sometimes i think about him being religiously obsessed with The Player#and then he comes to find out the player (me in this case) is religiously obsessed with him#like oh damn this is awkward#uhhh#wanna get coffee?#I love using cold colors for comfort and warm for terror#I was very spesifically proud of the shot with the white turning into a spotlight#then him turning into just a silly kid looking at a softer glow#o and happy new year gang :D#late#but#happy new year gang :D
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#gonna post stuff im probably not gonna finish#this was from last year i think all i remember is that it was a very cold night#tartaglia#genshin#genshin impact#genshin fanart#childe#genshin childe#scaramouche#wanderer#genshin wanderer#zhongli#oh my precious zhongli i get you you get me#genshin zhongli#what else should i tag#my art#art#fanart#it was childe’s birthday yesterday and im very happy about it so im also motivated to post art bc of that#genshin tartagalia
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might as well post recent sketches on here fihehfej 👍
id in alt text btw
#im trying to remember to add ids in all my stuff now#also gonna start posting more sketches instead of just finished stuff. probably#“its not good enough to post” mindset sucks like whooo gives a shit#miles morales#gwen stacy#across the spiderverse#into the spiderverse#spiderman#my art
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can't bear to see what we've become.
#signalis#signalis fanart#elster#hmmbodraws#surprise midnight post of my first finished signalis fanart#im definitely going to be making more i just needed to get this out of my system#more of the drawtober stuff tomorrow btw! gonna dump the past few ultratober ones all at once cause none of them felt solo post worthy#and then probably another 6 ish batch for synthtober
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Hi, Barbie!
Agatha - NASA Scientist Barbie (2017)
Gil - College Graduate Barbie (1963)
Tarvek - Holiday Barbie (1988)
Krosp - Barbie (1959)
Zeetha - Three Musketeers Barbie (2009)
Violetta - Pretty in Purple Barbie (1992)
#girl genius#agatha heterodyne#gilgamesh wulfenbach#tarvek sturmvoraus#krosp#zeetha#violetta mondarev#ik i also got part of zeethas outfit wrong cause i had trouble finding high quality pics of the one i was using :(#i only just saw a better quality one yesterday but i already finished it so im thinking ill edit it later#but also im probably gonna avoid posting more barbie stuff for a lil bit#we'll see
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my back really hates enthusiasm. woke up not eager but ready to get started on multiple things at once and it really said 'oh? you want to be able to move without pain? fuck you'
But fuck my back say I, bc I can work on the grocery pick up while laying down. Check mate, you... spine.
(turns out nothing i can think of to say/type to shame my spine sounds effective. it all just sounds vaguely clinical lmao)
#text post#brain woke up in a weird place too and im trying to push past that#it's not that i have A Lot to do today it's that the timing needs to be mindful#if i start laundry too late then that fucks up lunch#in between that i need to get grocery pick up finished and figured out and start on prolific and cloud#then to check on data annotation stuff#i should at least take some pictures to post for the side gig#and i need to finish up the holiday cards and gift boxes for my family bc those need to be shipped out asap#...maybe my back is trying to give me a gift lmao. i can attempt productivity so long as I'm also laying flat on my back#...my laptop can be brought down to sit in my actual lap so really the survey sites/grocery/pictures stuff could be done here#and the cards are closeish by#so then it's just laundry and gift boxes to do while physical moving#FUCK AND DISHES. i almost fuckin forgor them. the dish#...im gonna wind up doing laundry tomorrow aren't i. im not actually getting that done today and i should probably accept that now#not gonna tho! gonna be mad abt it later but i really should have started laundry#before i let myself lay down and that's on me
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#Seven’s Public Diary#vent#vent post#cw negative#cw health issues#‘You’re such a heartless and hateful person.’ well have you ever considered that i’m not really a hateful person and i just hate You#like. call me whatever you want to i guess. im definitely selfish and probably heartless but hateful? idk abt that.#i only feel like i hate people that have given me good fucking reason to. sorry i dont have an infinite supply of tolerance & forgiveness??#but im a wee bit fucking stressed so you’ll have to forgive me for being a bitch. well no one Has to forgive me. do whatever you want#‘That 10-day old pasta salad is making me feel sick.’ MF that was made TODAY. IT’S FRESH AND THERE’S NOTHING WRONG WITH IT#if you feel sick how about you look down at the fifteen empty beer cans on the floor next to you and ask them what they think did it#dumbass. whatever man i have bigger problems than your self-induced tummy ache#i feel sick too but i know it’s my fault so i’m not bitching about it. i gave you fresh food while I ate the old stuff to keep from wasting#food. because you act like you’re fucking allergic to leftovers. and yeah it had probably gone off and that’s why I feel sick#but what you ate tonight was fresh as could be so we’re sick for two Very different reasons. and i know how to admit when it’s my fault#everything is my fault. my teeth and gums hurt and that’s My fault for not taking care of them. apparently 3 root canals wasn’t enough#for me to learn my goddamn lesson. i never do. so i’ll have to spend more money on that soon and thats My fault. the dog’s teeth need#cleaning too and that’ll come out of my pocket and i guess that’s My fault for not taking care of him either#i think i have another goddamn UTI and that’s definitely My fault so another $100 trip to urgent care it is i guess!#my Random Nerve Pain has moved to my hands so i can’t use them too much or it fucking hurts and i guess that’s my fault???#my neck pain is back and thats my fault for not clearing my bed off enough to sleep in a comfortable position#my eye keeps twitching and i guess that’s my fault too. i don’t know anymore i just wanna throw in the towel man im so tired#god the UTI tests i wasted money on are arriving tomorrow and if they’re packed in a way that shows what’s inside then i’ll have to explain#That to whoever brings in the mail. great great something else to worry about all night#the living room floor is caving in so now there’s Two room’s floors that need fixing so that’s super fucking fun! 😃#i need to talk to my bank and i need to talk to a tax professional and i need to learn to drive and i need to get an autism diagnosis#well i don’t Need the last one but i want it so bad. but im scared. that i’ll go to all this trouble and they’ll say i don’t qualify#and god it’s NYE now. Besties i’m not gonna get that NMbD NYE fic ready in time. i just can’t make myself write these days. i’m sorry.#i doubt anyone is gonna be That disappointed but I Am. in myself. 3 fucking years now i’ve failed to finish it. w h y. i Want to write but#there’s just too much on me rn. but when is there Not. sigh. idk what i’m gonna do but something needs to change. in my life. soon.
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bad astrology by flower face
#yellowjackets#jackieshauna#ITS DONE OMG ITS FINISHED#what do I do now. with my life (ranking)#also ive decided i am gonna do literary analysis. on all of em#literally i have NO idea if anyone cares. well. i do bc I care and tbh that's enough to me#<- guys look im living so healthy#anyways this was a blast#hope somebody has at least discovered flower face trhu me bc its one of my fav artists#mitos incredible life#mine art tag#also im sorry the like long scenes 3 and 4 arent on beat :/ i love that song but it has so long instrumental stuff and idk what to do there#ALSO!! i had it all planned out like at least half in my docs (like always)#and then in the middle i was like 'omg what if I only show jackie-after-the-argument and shauna-after-jackies-dead'#(excluding the argument and the flashbacks (they used to hear us thru the floor))#which was. restricting. very much#also meaning was changed (originally wanted jackie to have the line 'idc if ure not made for me' but the only scene i could think of was th#ure hungry for and that was the next scene already so.)#anyways this was originally gonna be lottienat before i started with The Shark In Your Water#bc I thiught it fit them SO well. (still do) but now I like have to get away from the jackieshauna thought and then ill do the lottienat#probably#omg also I want everyone (who has read this far. whoever would do that) to know i was running on like 25 screen#recordings and 3 jackieshauna scene packs form yt#that's why. I dknt have that many clips alright im not using like 10 scenes over n over on purpose#gotta go but im gonna make a wrap post thingy once im back slay#no actually I get like average 7 notes (<- that's a lie Idk bc I didnt count) but im proud of myself this is amazing#ive wanted to do smth similiar alr#but it was some album by alec benjamin and a different thing for every song (like a poem‚ a painting or a play)#but I lost motivation this is the first thing that i actually pulled though all the way I think#jackieshauna: The Shark In Your Water
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I'M IN LOVE WITH YOUR ART, will you ever sell the last ones for the playlist in pdf or something like that? I'm from Brazil so is easy for me in those formats, and i would love to buy one. ❤💚❤💚
Thank youuu!! pdf? like I sell the fullsize image digitally & you'd print them off yourself? I hadn't thought abt that! I'd still need to redraw them at a larger size for print tho Here's the current sizing issue:
I genuinely wasn't expecting people to want merch lmaoo, I'm just drawing for my own sake (these were a fun lil side project) But esp since this is the third time someone's asked abt merch of these, I'm considering it! (gonna use these to fund my vitamin d tablet & multivitamin supply 😏) 🥲 i'm really glad my art is resonating w people so much ❤️
I know it's less of a "thing" these days but as w any of my art, u (and all my followers) have my permission to print out the tiny versions i've posted to tumblr [just for personal use, not for profit] & put them up on your wall or w/e. like those old-school anime collages.
If I do ever make a better print-size version, and u still want it, u can always buy it whenever that happens :)
#not art#my policy w printing out my stuff at home is basically “it's none of my business as long as you're not selling it”#especially since everything i post here is sized down for posting on the internet anyways#if i do end up making prints i dont feel like thats gonna interfere w the business model or w/e. 'oh noo somone has a grainy 2“x3” print...#anyways thanks for the interest!! <3#I have a big project i need to finish first before I can start working on this#so gonna be another month at least probably? if i do get around to it#not making any promises bc ive got a brain full of 'cant finish projects'#and historically when ive tried to make money off my art it just makes the process of making art a lot less joyful u__u;#so im trying to approach this really casually so i dont startle my motivation like a wild deer#right right okay enough rambling
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Ok an actual resolution I have is to start posting more sketches. I'm tired of feeling like a piece needs to be finished or fully realized for it to be good
#putting too much pressure on myself lol#i keep seeing art summaries for 2024 and im like. i dont think i 'finished' a single piece :))#and it sucks! because ive been MASSIVELY burnt out this year and ive barely drawn anything#and a lot of the things ive drawn i didnt even have FUN drawing!#so im going full self indulgence this year. gonna draw whatever i want even if its the same character 1000 times#and im gonna post the sketches i like and wips even if i never finish them#skele says stuff#all thats to say if you follow my art sideblog youll probably notice ive been more active than usual lol. i wanna post moreeee#i completely gave up on posting art to instagram last year lmao
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my plushie is almost complete :3
#ive got all his limbs sewn together#im working on sewing the spots on his body#then im gonna attatch the ears n the head and rhe limbs to the body#and then stuff him !!!!!#ill probably finish him tomorrow unless i have things i need to do#i will post pics !!!!!
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the council will now decide your fate
#back to chipping away at the other good day redraw. 😓#these guys are baaarely gonna be visible all the way at the back. whenever i get around to posting ill probably post the full and finished#version of these as a bonus post#this redraw is a bit daunting and im not sure how im going to handle the effect of like. each consecutive screen...#without it all looking really really busy so. we'll see. might play around with stuff#grafftalk#delete later#bedtime for now :') back to this sometime tomorrow arvo
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god how many months years is it gonna take me to learn my way around the veilguard files in frosty gahhh
#the biggest problem is that i found out that there's a frosty alpha that will load it BEFORE finishing the game#i could finish the game tonight. probably? idk how much is left but definitely not much#(ik i was posting about it near the end earlier but i went and took a break for a few hours because i was STARVING)#but now im gonna be playing with this at least trying to locate the kinds of files im interested#unfortunately there's no string viewer yet. but maybe that's a good thing because id be here forever if there was#my main thing is i want to go through and get a proper list of all items and codex entries for lore purposes#i can probably get info about gear stats but cant see names or descriptions for now#personal#da#dav#remembering how long it took to get the hang of dai files. bleh. im pretty good with those now (and a lot of that knowledge is transferable#but it'll take a while to learn dav-specific stuff#and so much of it just uses hashes instead of linking files noooo im gonna just have to do an xml dump
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me writing the sweetest cutest fluff scenes in my st fic
eddie is my babygirl fr.
#sneak peek at ships.#oc/eddie/steve#barb/nancy#robin/chrissy obviously#if i say who jonathan ends up with im gonna spoil my favourite scene of chapter 2#also lowkey hated that chapter it took me 5 days to write when chapter 1 took 1 day#ive written over 50 pages#i can't remember word count at the moment i'll probably add a progess tab on my desktop layout!#im gonna finish all of season one and some of season 2 before i begin posting tho#i have a problem of getting really excited about writing and then not following through but it should be easy considering i have all the big#plot points planned already i just have to write the stuff around them‼️#ALSO IM ARGUABLY MORE EXCITED TO DO MY FAVE FRIENDSHIPS THAN ANYTHING ‼️#IM SO EXCITED FOR ROBIN THAT IM GENUINELY TRYING TO FIGURE OUT A WAY TO DROP HER INTO THE PLOT EARLIER
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at some point I'm gonna go back n edit my older fics again (+ actually update them on ao3.. I prefer posting on th but that's simply where a majority of ppl read stuff) but before that I need to. actually finish writing the fic I'm currently posting. or I will get confused
#theres some stuff that's like. i can easily adjust this so its more aligned with spl3#and other stuff where i look back on it and im like hmm... i dont like this....... why did i do that#so Basically if you were considering reading from the series beginning or smth maybe just wait a bit lol#also yeah i never did finish writing the final few chapters. im doing it but very slowly#its gonna b like 8 months or smth before i catch up in posting to where i am in writing so I Have Time#and also itll probably be easier once I get past like. the part im having trouble with
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im back yay
#┈ ✴ ﹙rambling﹚#i made a separate blog for some stuff#and then didnt log back into this one#a lot has happened since i last posted !!#im in college now yayy#im pretty happy now tbh i have cool new friends and i dont have to see my dad all the time#only on the weekends if i even decide to go home#dont feel as much pressure to be there for my psycho friend because i physically cant be. and they know that so they talk to their bf-#-and their other friends and they dont scream at me for it because how r u gonna blame me for getting into college#my roommate is the coolest person and i feel so calm around her#most at ease ive been around someone who isnt immediate family since probably elementary school#im immensely grateful <33#life update!!!#anyway i need to finish this essay im working on#because i wanna read fanfiction lol#and its due tomorrow but ive been putting it off for a whole week lol#and one of my annoying classes is canceled later this week like life is worth living!
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